yIP indeedy doo. we’re off to belgium tonight…im hanging, i hardly slept last night. after a shite gog in the welsh club, where it felt like we were playing a sample of a fridge to a morgue.i felt like i was losing the fucking plot.sicknote feels dead. and im so fucking skint. cant stop fucking moaning right now.woke up feeling a bit better, and no longer on the verge of a breakdown… had lunch wiv doghouse and met sian…. got the flyers for my birthday – they look wikkid… off to see The Physicists now (QUALITY) and then meet vik with flyers then off to belgium, cant talk nowLAAAATEEEEEEERRRRRRRRSSSSSx

im fucking pissed off. my room is a fucking tip, and im on the verge of bankrupsy. i need cash. ive had a poxy rediculopus income for 5 years now, after giving up my well paid job to get into what i loved – music.but im so skint its doing me in… my debts are over 11 grand and alls on top as fuck at mo… didnt watch borat yesterday, ended up looking into my finances and getting really depressed. ended up arguing with maja, she left all upset and then she come back and we watched Shaun of the Dead. and Eternal Sunshine of the spotless mind… WHAT A FUCKING FILM….. I think the mdma has sapped me of all my seratonin, i feel sad. Gonna tidy my room, bath, goto charity shop and get some weird clothes for tonight, and then sort some new tunes on my laptop for tonight,,, just to inject some excitement back into this project – all the excitement that nick and alka have sucked out of it, by being childish cunts. Im feeling like shit today. think i need something. not sure what. a kick up the arse?

woke up with paul (peach) ringing me saying the flyers were going to print for my 30th birthday bash..gonna be tidy i reckon: bit of a minging hangover… but that soon passed as i lay cwtched up to maja thinking how nice it is to have FUCK ALL to do! well, there’s lots to do. but fuck it, im having some chill time. gonna watch the BORAT i reckon today after a fat brekky… also planned to meet my LILLETH tonight, Nikki G – my ex, we aint seen each other in ages, but she’s the closest i’ve ever been to another human. she fucked me up a few years ago and ive only just got over it… Also had invite from Kath Click for an Italian for her birthday, which i should go to. but all i wanna do is go to cinema, then eat, then bath, then switch off and do fuck all. Got a big gig tomorrow in CLWB,,,

ok. its tuesday. november the summink.im 30 in a few weeks. fucking 30. sheeeeeeeee-ite muslim. im old. i feel like i did when i was 19.just fatter and hairier. tonight i have a night on in callaghans in cardiff.me and my flat mate matt (aka dj tommy tank) run a weekly night called MOiST?its a VJ / DJ affair, thats really interesting, but a bit up and down.its in its 5th week.Last week we had a special with Sicknote(my band) and we brought a band over from Germany called Warren Suicide.It was Halloween and the place was rammed.everone dressed up and everyone had a top night… Im feeling run down, tired, and generally munting at the mo. there’s been a lot of troubles within the band lately that have left me in a delapidated state.and the mountain of mdma i boshed on saturday probably didnt help either…. im off to wash, and matts just given me one of his special coffees so that should kick in soon and off we go, vinyl in hand to entertain the punters of cardiff. its tuesday for fucks sake! does anyone want to be entertained? i dont. nor do i want to entertain… a few guinesses and im sure ill perk up… get into the tunes… i’ll let you know how it went…

hello.im gonna use this blogger as a place to vent my thoughts and feelings on things.also im gonna document the rise (or fall) of my band Sicknote.im also gonna talk about what i get up to – gigs i go to, and places i visit and people i see.obviously i have to keep some things secret just in case you read it and i talk about you.but i aim to be honest. bla bla bla bla bla…

SUCKER!!!!!!!!!! FUCK ME! you are PARANOID! try smoking less weedlol

got a load of vinyl for sale if any one is interested… up on ebay NOW!! theres 483 records, the starting bid is a quid for the lot and this is what is there!> Various Action Through Inaction After Dark The After Dark EP Anthill Mob Higher / How Ya Feeling Unknown Controllers, The Ftumchk / Venus Tongue Sandwich Tony De Vit Feel The Love / Make Love To Me Specials, The Ghost Town (Extended Version) Spooky Little Bullet Maa Bell Vs Taboada Fabricated Nonsence Alex K Tha Beat Pounds Unknown Artist Gettin’  Bigger Ritmo De Vida Taboo Humanoid Stakker Humanoid With It Guys Let The Music Take Control Stonemaker 9000 Miles Various Börft 10 Years Anniversary Raf Giusti* Heroes Caspar Pound Fever Called Love (Disk 1) Gossip* Standing In The Way Of Control Headrush Tactics Rebel Culture / Acid Culture [Definition] Håkan Lidbo My Girlfriend Kitty Deee-Lite Power Of Love Sensational Party Jumpin’ / Livin’ It Up Blue Pearl Naked In The Rain Random Access Happy Inside Dreadzone Lion Shirt Secret Hero Control Mambo Jump Around Ken Christensen & Thomas Sahs Mista D Vicki Sue Robinson House Of Joy Michael Jackson Scream (The Remixes) Knuckleheadz Bezerk / Raise Your Hands A Tribe Called Quest Bonita Applebum Kutz Kutz Volume One Afrika Bambaataa Just Get Up And Dance Dub Pistols Official Chemical Overcharge Feat. G-Meter Whiplash Ones, The Superstar Gecko* & Jon Carter V’s Hoxton Whores Double Drop AIR Alpha Beta Gaga KLF, The America: What Time Is Love? Lambda New York (Vinyl 1) Hibee Nation Life Of Dance Missy Elliott Lose Control Cosmopolitan Cry Boy (Let U Down) KLF, The Last Train To Trancentral (Live From The Lost Continent) Magik Johnson Kingsland Dubs Death From Above 1979 Romantic Rights (Mixes) Dr. Atomic Schudelfloss Phil Weeks Mi Casa Barbarella Barbarella FSOL* Lifeforms Pills Rock Me Grandmaster Flash & The Furious Five The Message (Paul Nice’s Super Duty Bootleg Mash Up) Timelords, The Doctorin’ The Tardis Juan Atkins Back To Basics (Part 1) Lief Ryan & Cynthia Stern Untitled Sense SHIMI Remixes Ant This Shit / That Shit Random Access Electric Storm Spooky Land Of Oz Up & Down Up & Down 2-Mad Don’t Hold Back The Feeling Hardfloor Mr. Anderson / Fish & Chips Abdominal & DJ Fase A Good Day / Slow & Deliberate Mambo Jump Around Mrs. Wood 1-2-3-4 Tiefschwarz & Eric D’Clark* Blow Spooky Schmoo Hardhead New York Express UVX Acid Explorer Praxis (2) Turn Me Out (The Big UK Remixes) L.A. Style James Brown Is Dead That Kid Chris Feel Tha Vibe / Jus Keep On Pressin On Anita Ward Ring My Bell Lisa Lashes vs. Lab 4 Unbelievable Remixes CJ Bolland The Prophet Last Rhythm Last Rhythm Future Sound Of London, The Cascade Head Nodding Society Alabama / Heavy Dig Fresh Tunes #1 – Do You Know What I Mean? P.C.B. Call Me Mr Telephone Giorgio Moroder / Deejay Punk-Roc Special Ops Vol.1 Ultrahigh We Call It Ultrahigh PWOG* Kraak Robotman Do Da Doo (Remixes) SpeedyJ* _ Literon Collabs 200 Trash Palace Bad Girl Carl Cox Space Calling Livin’ Joy Dreamer (Part One) Joey Beltram Instant Freaks Mindless Funk Yazoo Situation (Remix) Def Dames Dope It’s Ok, All Right Paranoid Jack & Robb G Disaster Dennis Brown / Joe Gibbs And The Professionals* Money In My Pocket Planet Funk Chase The Sun (Adam Freeland Rmx) Green Velvet Flash (Remixes Part 2) Boy* A Paco Di Bango’s World Ill Disco Keep The Jam Going Technotronic Featuring Ya Kid K Rockin’ Over The Beat Raw Sex Suck It Deep Beatshop, The Read My Lips (Sex Me Up!) SLS* Presents Raw Material Made It Warfare Soundtwools More Tasty Niblets Beastie Boys Ch-Check It Out Scott Grooves Mothership Reconnection Wildchild Experience, The* Wildtrax Vol 3 (Part 2) Force Field Monster Monster Cola Boy 7 Ways To Love Cocker & Lazonby Astrology Maskio Acid Theory Cygnus X The Orange Theme (Disc One) Tingo Tango It Is Jazz Ann Lee 2 Times Tin Tin Out The Feeling Dub Pistols There’s Gonna Be A Riot Euphoria Mercurial Supereal Body Medusa Deep Piece Bup Bup Biri Biri Deep Piece Panoramic Shuffle Ralphi Rosario You Used To Hold Me Space Opera Space 3001 Denko Venus Envy Tom Baker Twilight 22 Cream (2) vs. Hoxtons, The Sunshine Of Your Love Union Jack Cockroach / Yeti Tiësto* Presents Allure The Loves We Lost Violante Project, The We Got A Love Sublime Transamerican Supacupa Keep Movin On Various Disposable Disco Dubs 5 D Mob It Is Time To Get Funky James Brown Get Up (I Feel Like Being A) Sex Machine / Get Up Offa That Thing (Release The Pressure) Magic Grooves Loud Beat EP Mike Loucas / R. El Lungo* Exposure To Little Electronic Noises Special Ed Neva Go Back / Just A Killa B-Code Feel Good Rising High Collective No Deeper Love (Remixes) R.M. Project Slammin! / Something’s Groovy Leila K Open Sesame Hardfloor Acperience Kool World Productions In-Vader (The Remixes) DJ Randy Digital Mass Wag Ya Tail Featuring Lonnie Liston Smith Xpand Ya Mind (Expansions) Lo-Fidelity Allstars Vision Incision Hyperspace Arabian Knights O.T. Quartet, The Hold That Sucker Down Michael Jackson Beat It Cypress Hill I Ain’t Goin’ Out Like That Shrill Twinker Trancesetters The Search Rockers Hi-Fi What A Life WestBam Celebration Generation Various Untitled Alter Ego Soulfree RMX Groove Theory Tell Me (The Remixes) M-Zone M-inimalism Urban Dance Squad Demagogue Sven Väth An Accident In Paradise (Remixes) Tube & Berger Feat. Chrissie Hynde Straight Ahead Tronco Traxx Walk 4 Me (Remixes) Fighting 4 Powerful Wag Ya Tail Featuring Lonnie Liston Smith Xpand Ya Mind (Expansions) Green Velvet Answering Machine (Remixes) Double Dee Found Love Bowa Different Story Mr. Superbad Back To The Discotheque Sound On Sound The Word Was (Not Was) Shake Your Head Talizman Only You Perks Of Living Society Body And Soul Armand Van Helden Feat. Spalding Rockwell Hear My Name (Remixes) Bamboozle (2) Fun In The Sun Stix ‘n’ Boom Hard Sticks / Jack Scat Double Dee Found Love (Remixes) Gipsy* Skinnybumblebee Wildchild Badboy Diva Rhythms Volume One Poppers Poppers / Funky Element Giddy Aunt I Can Make You Dance Alter Ego Rocker Dredstock* Pump Freestylers Push Up / The Slammer Tom Neville Just Fuck DJ Dove & Inaya Day He’s My Music K-Klass Let Me Show You Digital Excitation Pure Pleasure Bel Amour Bel Amour Lionrock Tripwire Sunscreem Secrets Landlord -1 Platinum Hook Standing On The Verge (Of Getting It On) Purple Kings, The That’s The Way You Do It Monie Love Never Give Up GSSP* Listen Up! Cool Jack Jus’ Come Zhané Request Line Stereo MC’s Step It Up Orcop Diablo And Drum Chicken Lips Do It Proper (Justin Robertson / King Roc Remixes) Staxx Joy Unknown Artist Examples EP Vol. 1 Sunshower Seven / Weekend Millionaire Santos Camels Bossi Funky Technician Knack, The (2) Fromage Thursday Club Thursday’s Theme Blast Featuring V.D.C. Crayzy Man Bizarre Inc Such A Feeling Boris Dlugosch Keep Pushin’ Bob Sinclar Feat. James “D-Train” Williams Darlin’ Subliminal Cuts Le Voie Le Soleil Pan Position Elephant Paw (Get Down To The Funk) Probe Atlantis Time Frequency, The Real Love DJ Sammy Why G.T.O.* Data-Trax: Volume 1 Pendulum I Need You (U.S. Mixes) Ignition Technician A Wax Tzant Hot & Wet (Believe It) Sourmash The Blessing Eden Do U Feel 4 Me Heaven 17 Penthouse And Pavement – The Tommy D Remixes Utah Saints What Can You Do For Me Spoonio Do One More Alexkid Feat. Hanifah Walidah Pick It Up Butler & Wilson Submission / I Submit MK* Burning Sola Nova Sola Nova DJ Sneak Feat. Bear Who?* Fix My Sink Havana Ethnic Prayer Paul Janes & Paul Chambers Disposable Disco Dubs 3 Greenskeepers* Filipino Phil Joey Negro Presents Akabu The Way Wildchild Experience, The* Wildtrax Vol. 3 (Part 1) Boomshanka Do You Have The Power? Ethan In My Heart Billabong House Forever…. Delerium Featuring Sarah McLachlan Silence (Remixes By Airscape And Dj Tiësto) Neneh Cherry Buddy X Robert Miles Children Livin’ Joy Dreamer (Part Two) Adventures Of Stevie V. Dirty Cash Sharp Boys, The Sharp Tools Volume Two Faithless Mass Destruction Lock ‘N’ Load* Blow Ya Mind Robert Miles Children Mato Grosso Thunder (Remix) Silver Bullet Bring Forth The Guillotine (The Norman Cook Mixes) Jomanda Don’t You Want My Love? Transvision Vamp I Want Your Love Perplexer Acid Folk Remixes Basia Drunk On Love (Roger S Remix) Poppers Poppers / Funky Element Adeva / DJ Supreme Tha Wildstyle / Don’t Think About It Mijk Van Dijk More Harri Skelph Crooklyn Clan Dancefloor Delightz Yakooza Cocaine Mother All Funked Up! Sheer Bronze Walkin’ On Bodyrockers I Like The Way (Mixes) Alyson Williams I Need Your Lovin’ Mr Roy* Something About U Utah Saints Something Good Sound De-Zign Happiness React 2 Rhythm All Or Nothing Timo Maas Ubik Jethro Tull Living In The Past (Club Mix) Elevatorman Funk & Drive Sylvester You Make Me Feel (Mighty Real) Beltram & Program 2* The Omen Glam Hell’s Party Remix Sweat Underground Vibe Brother Brown Under The Water Mr. Orange Blow Your Mind Green Velvet Flash (Remixes Part 1) Studio B I See Girls Mambo This Groove Garbage Cherry Lips (Remixes) Grid, The Texas Cowboys Good Men, The Damn Woman Missy Elliott Featuring Ludacris Gossip Folks Style Council, The Groovin’ Chris & James Fox Force Five (Remixes) Lectric Cargo Lectric Cargo 2 – Sonic Ride Spira 7 Spiller Groovejet (If This Ain’t Love) Bass Bumpers The Music’s Got Me (The Paul Gotel Mixes) Technotronic Featuring Ya Kid K Get Up (Before The Night Is Over) Shy FX My Way / Nasty (T Power Remix) Junior Vasquez Get Your Hands Off My Man Scott* & Gibb* Blockage In The System David Bowie Let’s Dance Snap! Introducing Turbo B. The Power (Remix) Bamboo The Strutt Numerical Value, The Krazy Noise Black Science Orchestra Strong Sister Bliss with Colette (2) Cantgetaman Cantgetajob (Life’s A Bitch) Fresh Tunes #1 – Do You Know What I Mean? Cosmic Gate Somewhere Over The Rainbow (Part II) Bobby Brown Two Can Play That Game DJ Miko What’s Up Black Box Ride On Time (Remix) Helicopter On Ya Way Rozzo Into Your Heart TC 1993 Harmony Starlight Numero Uno Chunky Cheese Vol. 8 Stakka Bo Here We Go Fog, The Been A Long Time Rozalla Everybody’s Free (To Feel Good) Entity, The (2) Hawaii 303 Pizzaman Trippin On Sunshine 20 Fingers Featuring Gillette Short Dick Man Frankë* Understand This Groove Tomcraft Loneliness Soulsearcher Can’t Get Enough>Pt.1 DJ Philip Techno Soloution / Too Deep Direckt Two Fatt Guitars (Revisited) Diesel And Ether What You Want Mauro Picotto Gonna Get Ya Lizard Tuff Productions Feat. Carol Leeming Won’t Get To Heaven Sub Sub Featuring Melanie Williams Ain’t No Love (Ain’t No Use) Mrs Wood* Joanna / Feels So Good Aloof, The Purity Helicopter Jamama / Can’t Get No Deeper RM Project* Rock To The Beat Strike U Sure Do Felix It Will Make Me Crazy White Knight New World Order UFI Understand This Groove Choci, Geezer & Fiona (2) This Is Insane Tak Tix Feel Like Singing Nab Twins The March Fergie Deception Ce Ce Rogers Come Together (The Dubs) Sono Lakota Ice & Acid Grid, The Swamp Thing Des’ree You Gotta Be (Mixes) Talking Heads Road To Nowhere Nox Alba Mambo White Farm, The All Together Now (Remixes) Krinkle Cut Grooves Krinkle Cut Grooves Vol. 1 Winx* Don’t Laugh 2000 Goodmen, The* Give It Up Lord Tanamo / Desmond Dekker I’m In The Mood For Love / Israelites Tom Novy Feat Michael Marshall Your Body Alex Party Alex Party Sandy B Make The World Go Round Key Aura Hot Dog Mukkaa Blinder Crime Don’t Fake It / Breaking Point Freaky Realistic Koochie Ryder Sapien Amor Negro / Gato De Oro 666 D.E.V.I.L. Orbital Funny Break (One Is Enough) Edge & Dentist Dentist & Edge Head Nodding Society Hot One / Joint Effort Bassheads Is There Anybody Out There? Brainbug Benedictus / Nightmare Mount Rushmore Got To Be Free NRG* Never Lost His Hardcore ’98 (Disc One) Bizarre Inc Bizarre Theme / X-Static Vanilla Ice Ice Ice Baby Candy Girls Featuring Sweet Pussy Pauline Fee Fi Fo Fum NRG* Never Lost His Hardcore ’98 (Disc Two) Bizarre Inc Agroovin’ Perfecto Allstarz Reach Up (Papa’s Got A Brand New Pig Bag) Mousse T. vs Hot ‘N’ Juicy Horny (Boris Dlugosch Mixes) Sister Bliss Oh! What A World Apollo Four Forty* Krupa Balouga Boys Heavy Metal Hysterix Must Be The Music Outhere Brothers, The Don’t Stop (Wiggle Wiggle) Kings Of Soul Disco Soul Doop Doop Spirit Of Sound (2) We’re Gonna Show You How Happy Clappers I Believe Jesus Jones Real, Real, Real (Featuring Ben Chapman “Spaced” Mix) Pizzaman Sex On The Streets Krinkle Cut Grooves Krinkle Cut Grooves Vol. 1 Beatmasters, The Featuring Betty Boo Ska Train / Hey DJ / I Can’t Dance To That Music You’re Playing Afrochique Dance Dance Janet* Together Again David Morales & The Bad Yard Club In De Ghetto Snap! Do You See The Light (Looking For) Difference, The Funny Walker Bassomatic Funky Love Vibrations Positive Gang Sweet Freedom Jason Nevins Hold On Tight Mothballs Instinct Of Self Preservation Lectric Cargo Active Sensing Eskimos & Egypt Welcome To The Future Part 1 Mudmen, The Feels Real Run-DMC It’s Tricky (And More) Like A Tim Ultra EP Lief Ryan Unhealthy Living EP ManMadeMan Hex E.P. Samuel L Session* Core EP Various Slap ‘N’ Slammin’ E.P. Eat Static Gulf Breeze Mixes EP Mike Dixon Alienz EP Slapback Slapback EP Jim Clarke Second Life EP Movin’ Melodies Movin’ Melodies E.P. Mudmen, The The Tuff Trax E.P. Anne Savage / Lisa Pin-Up Tidy Girls EP Kameen Homeworks EP Fatty Acid Fatty Acid E.P. Sasha Coma Lewie* / Fusion (2) Jungle Love Part 2 / Feelings Greed Featuring Ricardo Da Force Pump Up The Volume Rhythmatic Wind Me Up Yazoo Nobody’s Diary / Situation PiL* Bad Life Avant Garde Get Down Loveland feat. Rachel McFarlane vs. Darlene Lewis Let The Music  (Lift You Up) Deep Forest Deep Forest Ramirez Bomba Richard Benson Diamonds & Pills E.P. L7 Monster Clock Holding On 4 U Adamski Killer / Bass Line Changed My Life Rosie Ribbons Blink Big Buddha Gizmo / Suspicious Dub ABC The Look Of Love (Special Remix) Human Resource Dominator Various Nu Skool Remixes Dannii Minogue Put The Needle On It FSOL* We Have Explosive Secret, The Starkissed Mauro Picotto Lizard Jas Van Houten & Freak, The Din Dah Armand Van Helden Ultrafunkula Slick Sluts Promo 1 Tzant Sounds Of Wickedness Difference, The Funny Walker Shaft Mambo Italiano Morcheeba Lighten Up Bad Cabbage Your Rude (Get Fucked) Wiseguys, The Ooh La La Cappella U Got 2 Know Alex Party Alex Party Daft Punk One More Time Carpe Diem VII – Music Takes You East 17 Low Pressure Phunk (Hey Child) Tin Men (2) 18 Strings Dirty Rotten Scoundrels People Hold On Neneh Cherry I’ve Got You Under My Skin Yello I Love You Yello The Race Public Image Limited Don’t Ask Me Todd Terry Feat. Martha Wash & Jocelyn Brown Keep On Jumpin’ Simple Minds Don’t You (Forget About Me) Diver & Ace Mental Thing Communards, The With Sarah Jane Morris Don’t Leave Me This Way All Saints Never Ever Gloworm I Lift My Cup Led-Zeppelin* Immigrant Song Sub Sub Vs. Crystal Sub Luv Lord And Acid Eternal Hell EP Mark Simmons Turn Your Freak On Rising High Collective Fever Called Love (Hardfloor Remix) Aloof, The On A Mission Moloko Indigo NYC Live And Direct* Part 3 – I Want You Perfect Phase Horny Horns Headfunk Caned & Able D. Jarvis* Altered States EP PWOG* Rejammed – Kraak Remixes Fierce Ruling Diva You Gotta Believe MAW* To Be In Love Various The Mixes 142 Bro’s Love Dubs* Now That’s What I Call Ming Vol. 1 Anthony White Love Me Tonight B.M. EX Appolonia Themselves The No Music jb³ Close Grind Jeff Mills Medium Fluke Groovy Feeling Funk Foundation Get With The Music

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